Ready

These last weeks have been hard for me due to stress. To say that being a single mom is hard, would be an understatement. I have been trying to achieve a career goal that was somewhat derailed by the divorce. I needed some a sign that things would get better.

My mom gave me a book that was given to her buy my aunt. I am not an avid reader, but I took the book and promised her I would read it. I glanced at the back cover. I was hooked then. It was about a woman who moves back home after she finds out her husband cheats on her the day she is undergoing fertility treatments to concieve a child. She finds out the she is pregnant with twins the night she is rescued by her high school crush. The name of the book is Just Breathe. I spent the whole weekend reading it.

I know a romance novel is not exactly the best place to find inspiration, but you take it where you can get it. A theme of the book is love comes in its own time. I believe that I will find love again. I want to marry a wonderful man and God willing, have more children. I am ready to find love again. I am ready to start dating. Now where is he? lol

Left Behind

What I have been dreading has happened. My x-husband has found somebody else. The thought of him falling in love again hurts more than I would like to admit. I wanted to be the first to find love. It is hard to be the one left behind.

The begining

In the last few years my life has changed dramatically. I went from a wife and mother of ten years to a divorced single mom. When you say those vows, you never think you will become a statistic. I devoted myself completely to my husband and our life together. What I didn't count on, was his lack of devotion to me. After two beautiful kids and ten years of marriage, he filed for divorce. My divorce was ugly and very painful. Over six months later I am still putting the pieces of my life back together. I am trying to be the best mother I can be. I am going to start my new career as a nurse soon. I have faith that God has a plan for me. Moving on after what I have been through will not be easy. I would like to share my journey with you.